Be my stars bring mi to the sky where no one knows mi!!!!

2011-09-15T15:26:00.003+08:00

I really hope that i got drunk and sleep while dying. I am tirding to live in this world. I can't trust anyone but you. However you are not for me. I can't cry anymore becasue my tears are dried.

2011-09-08T18:15:00.002+08:00

Copper + hydrochloric acid--> Copper chloride
very reactive+ acids--> burst
A + J-->happy ending
Open minded
I AM FINE!=DDD

2011-08-31T17:44:00.002+08:00

Haha it is all ended. He do not loves me and I have to leave as his heart is not with me. I will be fine cause I am not alone. I will be alright. I am not weak to face the truth.=DDD Go win her heart. It is nt too late, xxxxx xx.

2011-08-24T22:56:00.001+08:00

Seriously it is time to get serious with my studies...How i wish i have the courage to stay strong...

STUDY TIME.

2011-08-19T20:04:00.004+08:00

Now i can surely choose a path that is only for me. Now i know i should forgetting. I should not keep holding on the the love which will never be mine. Thanks budda for letting me to know the truth feeling of his. Thank you for being honest to me. xxxxx xx. I have to start reveiwing all my topics. Practice Practice Practice. Got to go byes.

2011-08-16T19:50:00.002+08:00

I am wondering if I should cotinue to hold on my love for you? I really can make up my mind. You told me to leave but I feel that it is not your wish. There gaps between you and me. The standard of education. IQ and EQ. You are far far ahead for me. I will keep on chasing but i don't know if is will be worht for you to chase you. I have no ideal what are you thinking but there a strong feeling at my bottom of my heart telling that you still somehow loves me. Hahaha.... I don't like to wish you happy birthday cos that means our gap is getting bigger and bigger. Which i have to try my best to narrow it. You did not state your stand. If the answer is yes then it will be the oposite. Your reasons did not match with the actions you had made. I really hope someday I can hear your true feeling.=DDD I LOVE YOU.

2011-08-14T21:38:00.002+08:00

Maybe we are of different world. You believe in black and i believe in white. I can't understand your thougths and feeling. Maybe I am not the one for you. It is because we don't understand each other so it is better for us not to get closer. For XXX XX XXX.

XXXXX XX XXXX XXXX I had forgotten you. I regain my conscious that all along it is one sided love. Yes it is important for me to study hard now but there are something when you missed it, it will not be back. This is half of my thougths. The other half is that i believe you will trun back after your a level, but maybe we are of different world who you are the prince and I am just a normal civilian living in the countryside.

2011-08-13T15:00:00.002+08:00

突然很想回到过去，回到中二那单纯的我。我好希望能从新开始。因为那一年我真得很后悔。我好希望我能改变自己。
A sudden thought came to my mind. That I wish to rewine the time to the year of 2008 when i was in secondary two. The incconent me. I really wish I can start all over again because that year there were something that cause me to feel regretful. I really wish I can change myself to what should i be.
So, people are there hope you all can treasure your time wisely and what really belongs to you.=DDD I LOVE YOU. Tze Jie

2011-08-12T18:18:00.002+08:00

HAHA no tuition. Happy. Still will do self study.=DDD
等你等到我心痛 by zhang xue yong Tumbs up!!! Make you go youtube listen. haha

2011-08-12T17:09:00.002+08:00

I will not leave yourside until you find your true love. A few minutes later, i will be going for tuiton. I hope i can finish my homework on time. Will you be by my side? To: 52239 78

A song from you're beautiful, alone. This is the english lyrics, it may wrong but the idea of the lyric is the same.

should've known about it
I shouldn't have tricked myself
I should not have fell into
such a deep hole made up of lies
And yet, here I stand without you right here

I wish I had ran away
I wish I had ignored it
I wish I had never saw
I wish that I had never known
So that I would not hurt like this today

Without a word, you showed me what love was like
Without a word, I gladly fell for your act
I did not step back to
consider what you want
And now I'm left without a word

Without a word, you left this love feeling lost
Without a word, you have changed its meaning, oh
I used to wish on stars
for you and me
But then you left me dangling, so
Now I'm lost without words

All my emotions are gone
All of them gone `cept for one
All I feel now is the pain
Of seeing you discard my love
Without another second to rethink it

Without a word, you showed me what love was like
Without a word, I gladly fell for your act
I did not step back to
consider what you want
And now I'm left without a word

Without a word, you left this love feeling lost
Without a word, you have changed its meaning, oh
I used to wish on stars
for you and me
But then you left me dangling, so..

Without a word, my tears keep on falling down
Without a word, my heart keeps on getting torn

Without a word, my heart still belongs to you
Without a word, I will keep waiting for you
Even if I wait years
I will make you love me
And then I'll never let you go

Even if you turn and walk away from me
I won't let you go because you don't know that
I truly do love you
I will endure it all
Just to see the day you say it back
I'll wait without a word

Without a word, love appears
Without a word, it's now gone
What should I be doing now?
Maybe I should just be in pain
Because this love will never come to me

2011-07-20T16:25:00.003+08:00

During lunch time, Nabilah, Siying and me wen to j8. After a while i saw my primary school lover.OMG I was very awkward. It seen he had forgotten me or maybe he didn't recogized me. Haha whatever is it, i feel quite sad.

2011-07-18T21:52:00.003+08:00

I hopes the price of the durine wil continue to drop. Haha=DDD Your future is within your hands so work hard for your own sake. Treasure the present, do not regret. It is really hard to find a guy that love her true self and not her appearance. Hence, just wait for the right guy to come, do not rush if not consequences would come after you. Don't be too superficial especially towards BGR. It is not wise as i encounter it before. It is good to made mistakes and it is good when you learn from it. It is not wise to force someone to love you. If you loved someone you would wish him to have his happiness even if that person was not you. That is call true love. Your smile can light the whole town and your words can burn down the trees. Maybe i am not suitable for me.=DDD

2011-07-08T20:54:00.002+08:00

So far away
I wish you were here
Before it's too late, this could all disappear
Before the doors close
And it comes to an end
With you by my side I will fight and defend,
I'll fight and defend

From youtube
avril lavigne - keep holding on ( kid version ) + LYRICS

I will wait for you.
By Elliott Yamin

Please hear the heart of mine, hear me calling for you.

2011-07-08T08:42:00.001+08:00

Looks are just for show, is the heart that counts. Even IF i am not pretty than your girl friends but one thing for sure is that I LOVE YOU! i will wait for the right time for your love to come.

2011-07-06T21:35:00.002+08:00

Yo! Hope that everything turn out right!=DDDI LOVE YOU!

The different between a succesful person and others is not because lack of knowledge or lack of strength but lack of will.

2011-06-25T20:15:00.004+08:00

I will follow him whenever he may go. He is my destiny. I love him i love him i love him. haha=DDD I WILL FOLLOW HIM. You are my true love my true love...i love him i love him.!!! mucks. I LOVE YOU. PAPA AND 52239 78 6464 7664
AH MA I LOVE YOU!!! MUCKS
SO HAPPY =DDD ilove you

2011-06-24T18:36:00.003+08:00

How how how ow how how how how how how how how how how how how how how to solve a problem that cannot be solved

on rainy days by best is nice

2011-06-23T22:39:00.002+08:00

I am a fool to love you and a fool that cannot forget you. A fool like me can able to pass o leve? Who can give me the energy to move on? I wonder how is it feel like when u have no feeling anymore. I wonder how it feels to get burn. Is it more plainful than 思恋？I wonder what can i actually do to forget you. I am the one who is at flaut so i am wondering how to clean up the mess??? Can someone teach me how?

2011-06-22T17:16:00.002+08:00

Blood is thicker than water. On fathers' day, my papa and me celebrated together. I have sweared that when i am the ability to earn a living i will bring my papa for dinner in the sky! Hahaha having dinner in the sky is super cool!=DDD. Got to go, byes!

2011-06-17T12:26:00.000+08:00

By me.
The two phoenix is from google

2011-06-17T09:40:00.004+08:00

2011-06-17T09:24:00.000+08:00

2011-06-17T09:12:00.002+08:00

The sun is rising everyday but you are not here with me. I will remember those words you said to me last night and you will regret it one day. Time to be serious.
I may physically paralyesd but my spirit will be strong as failure teaches success.=DDD I will move on even is that hurts. No matter what no pain no success. You will regret.

2011-06-16T20:17:00.003+08:00

yoyoyo, today xin yi come to my house to teach me math. wow JC H1 math was like A math she said. I can't even do well in math how am i going to be in JC and get a1 in o level??? How How How??? HELP ME!!!! Someone pleases HELP ME!!!

The Reason by Hoobastank is nice the reasons for me to change is because of YOU!!! My DEAR!!! The song is nice. The girl in the song in so lucky to have such a thoughtful boyfriend by her side. I jealous liao!!!=CCC Joking STUDY is MORE IMPORTANT NOW!!!=DDD

MY TARGET
English b3
math a1
mtl a1
chem, bio a1
ss, geo a1
poa a1
Someone pleases help me and give me some tips, thank you.=DDD
I LOVE PAPA I LOVE AH MA AND YOU(my little cousin)

2011-06-15T08:19:00.002+08:00

I will sail in fair weather of foul. I will never give up as real greatness is the furit of hard labour. I will study hard and do my very best. I may physically paralyesd but my spirit will be strong as failure teaches success.=DDD I have the pluck to move on and i wish everyone will be the same as me.=DDD It hurts to leave a person you loved but it's even hurts when that person does not love you. So just move on as that person is not worth to love anymore. There are many trees out there so don't waste them. We must treasure the present time and not keep thinking of the past.=DDD

2011-06-14T11:13:00.001+08:00

yoyoyo i am back again. Wow i started to love tatoos of the phoneix!!!! I t is so beautiful!!! Meymadis and roosters is also nice than i expected.

2011-06-14T10:20:00.002+08:00

Yeah!!! Yesterday was a fun day with my two cousins. They said i am strict towards them when i am teaching them swimming. lol I felt that compare to those instructor i am much more nicer. haha=DDD Who can give me free tuition pleases sms me thanks or leave a message at the chat board.=DDD

2011-06-12T23:26:00.002+08:00

Yoyoyo! Tomorrow, cousin and me will be going for a swim at amk swimming pool. wee~~~
wee~~~It was so fun not loving you! haha=DDD I love naruto haha he is cute unlike some one...i have no comments....zzz byes going to zzz =DDD

2011-06-09T20:31:00.007+08:00

YO! Last night was the end of my love life! It has to thanks to my little cousin, TINGYEE. She was right " don't let the sadness of your past and the fear of your future ruin the happiness of your present".

Today i went to with xin yi to buy exam test papers, it is super heavy and we carried all the way to acjc. It was like wtf and our leg almost broke. Now i am typing and my leg hurts....After acjc we went SHOPPING FOR cheap stuff. I forget that this month is the GREAT SINGAPORE SALE!!! OMG!!! i did not save up any $$$ and i could not buy many thingssss!!!>.< I hate it !!! I got a call from ah ma and we was on my uncle taix. We ate our dinner at the amk market. I t was super fun! I love it but my leg hurts!!!

2011-06-08T22:46:00.002+08:00

HAHA Today went to Malaysia with papa. It was a great trip and i love the times that we spend together!!! i love youuuuu papa....You are the one who gave me laughter and happy memories! i love you! We went to eat and watch movie. x-men first clas was a nice one but i love private cabinate. We shop around city square, went to eat again at the back of the housing and went back home with moto...i love it! PAPA I LOVE YOU! AH MA I LOVE YOU!

2011-06-08T21:43:00.002+08:00

2011-06-06T17:47:00.006+08:00

Today was the sec four and five students had their oral exams. I was one of them, it was alright but when it was our turn the order of the numbering was mess up with the first shift and there were some conflicts between the studens and teachers and also students and studens. So overall it was a bad one . Today she was the bane of my life and it happenes quite a few times before. So i had to bear the brunt of her attitude and i hate it!

一年一年地过去，我孤独地在原地不动。我那孤独的心灵有谁能了解？有谁能带走它？看着你成长的我，还是和往年一样的爱着你。而你却没认和回应。你的回应又有如大海，有潮有夕，这使我心醉.有谁能带走我的悲伤，我对他的爱？有谁能带走我对他的思恋和带走它的影子？我对他的爱只能默默地放在心里。 For him...

我那孤独的心灵有谁能了解？有谁能带走它？mama i miss you.

2011-06-05T19:31:00.002+08:00

A little gift from you, will bright up my day. Haha suddenly find that boys whose are swimer are quite goodlooking. lol....is like out of the blue....zzz There is no oversea trip for me for june holiday. I fine it so different. haha Gtg study study study. byes=DDD
I am not going to VJC... their DSA too xxx for me...>.<

2011-05-06T23:33:00.002+08:00

Conflicts between hou zi and snail is still ongoing. Hou zi is cruel and snail is innocent. Hou zi is stupid and snail is smarts. Hou zi is not loving but snail is. Hou zi is friendly but not snail. Hou zi is sporty and snail is twice sporty than hou zi. Hou zi hard working just like the snail. Trust me you will understand me if you know who is the hou zi.=DDD

2011-05-06T14:36:00.002+08:00

Climbing a mountain is difficult but studying is more difficult than climbing a mountain. Luckly i am not in the heaven now if not i am not typing here.But it's alright as i am one step near to my dreams! Yo!!! haha=DDD Exams are still ongoing. Byes

大海--张雨生 super nice!!!! haha..=DDD So meaningful.=DDD

2011-04-07T17:46:00.002+08:00

yo! Today our class went to the lab for chemisrty. It was super fun but i hurt my finger. I t is ok. Now i am startig to accept chemistry as one of my subject. Ya....Reading the instrution is more easier than listening to Mrs Kim. Sorry for that. oo ya yesterday our english was fun as we sang a song call i will follow him. Mrs cheng choosed this song because it teaches us some of the grammer rules. I enjoyed myself!

2011-04-06T17:38:00.004+08:00

When the Mrt at stoped Yeo Chu Kang, memories flooded on my head on those days that i loved you. It bring me back to the happiest memories that i ever had. Your images, voices and words came into my mind and throughout the whole journary i will start thinking of the past when i am with you. It is unbelieveable when you read this but it is the truth for the past 2 years. Starting from yesterday, i am again trying my best to forget the pain and move on. As there is a saying from Sir Winsto Leonard Spencer Churchill, " If you are going to go through hell, keep going." These words encouarged me to keep moving on as i had choose this path and i have the responsibility to move on. Please do not stop me from forgeting you because you don't love me. You are not worth for me to love you!

2011-04-05T17:12:00.005+08:00

"Real loss only occurs when you lose something you love more than yourself" "A million words would not bring you back, I know because I tried, neither would a million tears, I know because I cried" "When I see you smile and know that its not for me, that's when I miss you the most" Tears are feeling that could not be express by words. All i have to do is to let the time to heal me as that the only way to stop loving you.

2011-03-05T23:39:00.002+08:00

Players never change, you might won your game, but you lost me.

Live through the pain, love through the tears, laugh even though it hurts

It hurts to miss someone but realizing they won't miss you is what hurts the most.

The only people i need in my life are the people who need me in theirs! I will not make you a priority, if you're only making me an option.

From Facebook^^

2011-03-03T21:39:00.003+08:00

It's been almost 2 month i didn't blog. Here is where i can said out my feelings. Many things happened in school and my daily life. For this month many things happened. I will list some of it.

1.) I was aback that i cried yesterday when i saw your facebook,the things that happened in the past and there was a sudden of remembering the memories. I thought i have forgotten you but not, maybe i loved you so much for the last 2 years and for me to stop crying over you it may take about 2 years. Hopefully time can cure love sick and stop me from crying over you. HAHA=DDD

2.)I can't catch up in my school works for the starting of this month. I have test on different subjects and in different days plus complete my homework on time. I can' manage my time wisely and i have not enough sleep for some days. Plus i can't stand down for my cca. I am soon going crazy and i hope it will not!=DDD

3.) Paino lesson was fun and interesting. I fall in love playing with paino. I have learn how to enjoy music and played the panio. I can finely know how to enjoy classical music. It is a great chance to learn paino.=DDD

4.) Holiday coming and i can catch up with my school works and reflect on myslef. For examples,what are the things that i have not done that are supposedly to be done and how to improve my studies. I keep telling myself " i can do it! i can do it!" And now i am acheiving some of my targets. For those subjects that have not met my target, i am going to work hard and be my very best to achieve them!
Last but not least hope everyone will have a nice days on the month of march and wishes will come true! Jiayou 4 those who are stdying and don't give up!!! Jia you!!!
I LOVE STUDY AND STUDY LOVE ME. (exception)=DDD
Sorry for my broken english and i am trying to speak and type at the right time and prefect my english. Thank you!=DDD Goodbyes!!!

2011-01-26T22:37:00.002+08:00

After the 3 days workshop in school. I have learn many useful tips.
The most important is conqure your fears before fears conqure you.

2011-01-24T21:57:00.002+08:00

I need to build up my past failure and stop wasting time on not important staffs.

2011-01-23T19:20:00.002+08:00

I have stop imganine the false but think positive and move on. I receive feeling from my pain receptor and was transmits to my centural nervous system by sensory neurone. My brain told me to reject and think positive. And this passes to the effector, my heart by motor neurone.

Biology make life more intersting.

2011-01-16T18:55:00.005+08:00

2011-01-16T18:36:00.003+08:00

I had my early birthday today. And tjis was the second birthday celebration i love. The first one was when i was about k2 or in primary school., where i wore winnie the pooth t-shirt and a picture of pooth cake. I really love today than tomorrow because papa, ah ma and er shu was celebrating with me! I really feel very, a lot of very and super very happy. I LOVE YOU, PAPA AND AH MA!

2011-01-15T15:39:00.002+08:00

yo. Weedays and weekends make no different. It is stiil the same as i need to study everytime plus i am going to out of breath but nothing can stop me from achieving my dreams! I will study until i get a1!

Yes, monday will be MY DAY!!!! and i forget about my birthday! I can't believe it. Hope my dreams will come true and that what i want!

2011-01-10T20:09:00.004+08:00

Yo! It's been a long time that i never post. Today is the release of the o level result and i had seen some people crying. I am so scare that next year i will be crying too. Seeing some of the people going to jc, it make me feel good. How i wish i was one of them next year. ARH ARH ARH

Seeing some of the disapointed faces, it discourages me and i am scare. Now, all i have to do is study and improve myself.

2011-01-02T23:04:00.002+08:00

Went to malaysia with papa today. We ate mac then Bahkut tea. Shop 3 shopping centre and went to the back street to eat street food. The food was delicious and cheap. We lost in the traffic and had no idea what is the meaning of the word on the sign board as it is all in malay. We made runs on the road. But it was fun after all. HAHAHA=DDD

2011-01-01T02:58:00.002+08:00

oo...so sad didn't go to the temple cos it's raining and xin having her bbq. So go marina bay with papa to see fireworks. Cousins and family went but we didn't meet. The fireworks was nice but during the last 2 minutes the fame was tto heavy and we couln't see most of the fireworks. But overall was nice. We went to eat and went back home. It was fun

Wish for 2011!

1. Hope i can get into vjc and everything goes on smoothly!

2. Good health and happiness for my family members and me!

3 Hope everyone have a good health and may all your wishes come true!

2010-12-31T15:04:00.001+08:00

Going to temple to pray mummy later on. Going to meet xin at 5pm, papa joining too. Will be going to marina bay to join in the fun! Dinner will be me treating them! hahaha Hope 2011 will be a wonderful year for me!

2010-12-30T21:26:00.006+08:00

Tomorrow will be my last day of work, last day of 2010 and a new start of my journey! Hope i will conquer all the barriers i will be facing. I will miss all my workemates because they treated me very well and i enjoy working with them. Hahaha i got treated my one of my workemate. No one will stop me from achieving by dreams!

I can't love you because you don't love me back ! I will forget my love for you and move on!

2010-12-29T19:37:00.002+08:00

I will forget you one day and i am very sure of it! It will takes time but no matter what i will forget you!

2010-12-28T22:04:00.003+08:00

Having a relationship is difficult to hander and complicated. I swear i don't want any relationship until i get older. Cos i have been through it and i am hurt because of it. So i swear i won't want any relationship at the time being. True friends are welcome to my world! That all.=DDD

2010-12-26T23:02:00.003+08:00

Going to paino lesson on every tue 9-9.30. lalalalalalalalalala

Fur Elise by beethoven, hope after 4 months i can play this song and get a garde 8. Tmr going to study grammar and sec 3 express math.

2010-12-25T21:02:00.002+08:00

~~~LALALA~~~ Tomorrow going to take paino course. Hope the frees will not be too expensive. By May i must get grade 6 and above!!! My studies must at least got some as duringin SA1 too!!!

VJC VJC VJC VJC VJC VJC VJC VJC VJC VJC VJC VJC VJC VJC VJC VJC VJC VJC

2010-12-24T20:31:00.003+08:00

Tomorrow is christmas, lets bring joy and hope for our loves and friends! Happy hours start from 2 hours later.=DDD

2010-12-24T20:10:00.001+08:00

YOYO, Miss Playful Kiss.

I f i lost in a forest wat will you do?

1. save me out and take me to your heart,

2. save me out or

3. leave me there with the those animals?

2010-12-23T23:20:00.002+08:00

Wee~~~ Started my training on studying but my table is messy until now. Books all over the table pens too. VJC!!! Piano lesson!!!! Hahaha Direct School admission.

VJC VJC VJC VJC VJC VJC VJC VJC VJC VJC VJC VJC VJC VJC VJC VJC VJC VJC Motto Crest Motto Crest Motto Cres Motto Crest Motto Crest Motto Crest Motto

2010-12-17T20:50:00.002+08:00

HAHAHA I GOT PROMOTED!!!!!! Total 15 points!!!!! YEA~~~~~=DDD=DDD=DDD=DDD
El c5
Com Hunamities b3( upset)
Math a2
Science, chem, bio b3
POA c5 ( never study also can pass, what a miracle!)
Chinese a2
HAHAHAHA =DDD=DDD=DDD=DDD=DDD=DDD=DDD=DDD=DDD=DDD=DDD=DDD=DDD
After this i am going to super hard for my o's! I WILL PASS MY O'S WITH FLYING COLOURS!!!!!!!!!!!!
Next aim VJC!!!!=DDD Am i mad? no i 'm NOT!!!!!!

2010-12-16T22:53:00.002+08:00

Papa went Malaysia, now left ah ma and me. Tmr result will be out, hope i promote to sec 5.

The feeling of you is forever.

2010-12-14T21:00:00.002+08:00

Just brought my mew phone.=DDD Its cost $313.

Tomorrow work until 2pm and off to York Hotel until 11pm.

2010-12-13T22:48:00.002+08:00

No matter how hard i try it seen that i can't let you go. What to do? Haisssss...................

2010-12-12T03:09:00.001+08:00

I should stoping thinking for him again. why? what should i do? I am tired of everything especially love. What now? Can someone tell me?

2010-12-12T01:39:00.002+08:00

Today wasn't a party or wat is a wedding dinner! I was super scared but seeing the romantic atmosphere i was so happy. After seeing the couple happily walking together, smiling at each other, iwas wondering when will it be my turn? lol....lame...arh....arh...After so many of rounds and they get together so trouching.=DDD

2010-12-12T01:04:00.002+08:00

Super tireding after working for 14 hours and only slept for 6 hours. Carrying the plates was super heavy plus one uncle got drunk and anyhow say words. H ate it men thought i bar girl is it!!!! STUPID!!!!!
The work place got some suai ge scare i like them. I must not! hahahaha

2010-12-10T23:00:00.003+08:00

Going to sleep. I am so happy! You can summon me to heaven and also to hell! How? What do to? Is me to be blame.=((( Going to work until 5pm and then off to York hotel. Sian... Hope everything turn out smoothly. Wondering what is he doing now??? ZZZ

2010-12-08T20:37:00.002+08:00

I can't bare to see you leave right under my eyes, SORRY! My heart still hurts! Wondering what are you doing now???

2010-12-06T22:53:00.001+08:00

OMG I started to like Kim Hyun Joong! Playful Kiss super nice! hehehe=DDD Going to sleep now! Goodnights everyone!

2010-12-04T22:33:00.002+08:00

YUPS! More and more people like pooh!!!! I sad le la!!! i love hime since young man!!! I am sad now!

LAME! LOL!

If you love someone, you will wish to see him smile and get his true happiness not forcing him to love you.

2010-12-04T01:10:00.001+08:00

Just had my shower.Tomorrow work at 9p,. hias I only slept for hours last night.
The york hotel was nice but the job sucks!

2010-12-02T23:56:00.003+08:00

Love is a two way traffic it can't be one way.

If so happene to be one way then i have no choice to give up and move on. It's sad but that all i can do and the only i need to do.

2010-12-02T23:11:00.002+08:00

After work went back home to take something and went to Tampines Mall to see Kim don't wat. Forget le. Went with si ying to watch him as she wanted to see him personally but ended only saw other people's head! Stupid! We tomorrow going to IMM sky graden at 10.30am to watch him again. Our dinner costed us 10 bucks per person. Somemore the black pepper pork chop was too spicy for me and i drank two cups of water. Went shopping after that. We saw one shop that can so call catch pooh bear toys and other type of toys. Spend 4 bucks there but empty handed and 18 bucks for a wallet and a neckless. I gave the neckless to ah ma and i kept the wallet.

I only can wish you all the best in ur studies and bb. That nothing i can do for you and who am i to have the rights to stay by your side.

If you don't like me as a friend we will treat my words and me like a shit. No matter wat i said you will not listen and care.

2010-12-02T00:00:00.002+08:00

Let it be the past, i will alwys keep the memories in my heart as ture love wan't with me and i will continue to be srong to move on.

LASTER NEWS! I fall in the toilet! All beacuse of my papa and the wet toilet! I walk and walk and steped onto the wet floor and here i go onto the floor. Body turn wet in a few minutes and my bottom hurt!!! So dumb of me.

2010-12-01T22:54:00.005+08:00

We can't always keep emoing as it can't turn back time or his love. We only can move on as we need to survive in this world either in a positive or negative side. We can move on in a happy or sad way is up to us to choose, no one can tell us where are we going but they will give us enocouragements, hope and care for us. It's up to u to choose which path, the sad or the happy one. I move on and took the happy path.=DDD

2010-12-01T20:56:00.003+08:00

So sorry I'm lazy to upload my photos twice so i uploaded to facebook not blogger. hahha Enjoy my pretty face which most of the time was covered. haha=DDD lol I will try to upload one.=DDD

2010-11-30T18:55:00.003+08:00

If you can't give a girl a true love and happiness, pls don't walk into her life. Not more than a friend. Found a new job,. Working with si ying at York Hotel. Hope it's fun working there.=DDD

2010-11-29T11:17:00.002+08:00

Why do u keep appearing my dreams! I hate it. I suppore to have forgotten you! DUMB BO!!!! Just get lost if u don't like me. I am forgetting you now!
The world seems to be sometime unfair to some people, when they want something and can't get it. And u only feel short term happiness and then sadness after that. Why god give us hope on something that can't come true?

2010-11-29T10:31:00.002+08:00

Nothing special happend. Only sick for one day. Went shopping for 3 days. Went to see 2 black eyes bear, panda. Vomit for one day and dream about him for one day. See if i free then upload photos.

2010-11-29T09:13:00.001+08:00

The trip to Beijing was fun but i got sick at the last day for the trip. Just came back and now posting post!

2010-11-20T19:37:00.001+08:00

Sick this morning. I ok now, ready to go airport, T3 at 10pm. Hahaha dillon got gf liao worx. Feel happy for him and wish him happy forever!

2010-11-19T23:15:00.006+08:00

Going to Bei Jing on sat night. midnight flight. Going to bring pooh! Today just brought him. After work went watch movie with si ying and nabilah. We watched Harry Potter! It's nice! Then went to walk aroungd J8 and brought pooh at $10. It's cheap but i love him and big bear behind pooh. Went back to amk hub saw gyss sirs , mdm and some other schools sirs and mdm. I was hiding away frome them.lol

2010-11-10T12:33:00.002+08:00

Bintan trip was super nice and fun. Words can't replace my feeling for this trip. The boat netting and flying fox was fantastic! The sunset was nice and beautyful. I got cut on my leg and hand but it's fun after all. The people there was nice and friendly towards us. The tracking was scary. I wore my dirty for 2 days and normal shoe for only 1 day! OMG The feeling was disgusting! White socks and shoe turned brown. No pictures was taken hahaha. But teachers did help us took some pictures during the trip. Hope it turn out will nice. I miss the sunset and thee people there and the cat. Met new friends and they were nice towards me. I miss everything for the trips. The toilet floor was disgusting too and there were 2 boy from other school thought that we were boys when we were in the toilet bathing. Omg. The water was super cold and we were scared that someone might see us when we are bathing. The food was fine ut the milo tasted like plain water cause it's not 3 in 1 and we don't know plus we didn't add sugar. Overall i love this trip! =DDD

2010-11-05T16:37:00.002+08:00

Going Bintan, Loola for school UG camp. Hope it is fun.

2010-11-03T23:40:00.002+08:00

Why i dream of u again. God pls don't let me dream of him, cos there is no hope between me and him. I am trying to forget him now!!! Stop letting me to spoil this hope.

Him=zzzzz zz zzzz zzzz,

2010-11-03T00:25:00.000+08:00

I LOVE 2NE1!!!!!! NICE 1!!!!

2010-11-02T01:37:00.002+08:00

2NE1 rox! I love you 2NE1.
I don't care! nice song
Hope one day i cand dress like them walking down the street. Hahaha. Their fashion and style are COOL!!! I LOVE IT!

2010-11-02T00:41:00.002+08:00

The sky is grey and look like it's going to rain. I beg that tonight will be raining until tomorrow noon. Every where seem cold without fans. In love with Pooh again. That is my childhood and my friend. Running in the morning help me to slim down but eating food after 11pm cos me to be fatter.

2010-10-31T00:52:00.003+08:00

I miss out many sprees! omg! Hope can re-open again. Hahaha. the channel 8 "Ai " show is touching, only when Guo Chong min is diying and meimei was crying sadly. Omg. Does this happend in real life? Yes, but maybe only for the family members and th peope whose really care for the sick person.

Tomorrow no work for me. I can wake up until 12 pm and for my lunch. " The door to wisdom never shut", it's meaningful thus never give up for your study and dream. I i know this 1 year ago and i will be different now.

2010-10-28T00:07:00.002+08:00

If she is the one you love, go and jio her. I am no one to stop you and who am i to say or comment about you. I just have to let it go even if i am sad because you are not mine.

2010-10-26T23:27:00.003+08:00

haha The moive i only watched one third of it the scary part i was closing my eyes. The sound effect was scary not all pictures a re scary, a few only. hahahaha. I had a fun day. The hot pan cakes at mac suck!

The people in the factory are fun loving people. I enjoy hanging with them. Not so broing compare to first day. I can't get well along with one uncle today because he keeps bullying me but i scolded him. hahah lame. Eventualy it was fun working in the factory. People are loving and kind toward me. ya.

2010-10-25T23:23:00.002+08:00

I had learn how to be indepence when my life is without him no worries my jia ren! I will be ok and will not rot again.I will turn over a new leaf. If i unlucky go ite, i will study hard and go to nafa. No worries! I will smile everyday.
It is true with honey,
life will be much better
more enegry to conqure my barries
i smile more often.
but i had learn how to be independence from the past 1year 9 months. No worries i will be strong and look forward in life. NO one will hurt me anymore! If have i will be brave to face it!

2010-10-25T23:10:00.002+08:00

Whatever, i will prove you wrong! I will let you regret!!!
2moro going out with friend to watch movie at amk hub. My first time watching movie again. 3 months no moive i miss out a lot of them! Hope i am able to wake up early to meet him.
I don't care i don't care honey liao. Let myself off for one day. hahaha i am going to enjoy myself! weee~~~=DDD

2010-10-25T10:47:00.005+08:00

Don't wish time can rewine but work hard every minutes from now on. I dream about you, i saw you at amk street crossing the road with your friends. you trun back, i see you and i look away. I run to you and you was carrying me behind your back. It's feel so real. What is dream? Will it come true or will it not?

2010-10-24T13:30:00.003+08:00

Haha.. went for morning run at 6.20 and i only study for one an the half hours. Went to sleep afterthat. I must not sleep for 2moro! Leaning basic english, grammer is to hard to understand for me. After grammer i am going to learn how to spell from the dictionary. I am going to master english! HEHEHE.=DDD

Geo, Bio,, Chem Chinese, Math and SS are simple but why not english. I will look at the numerous side of my life so i can improve my life. hehehe=DDD

I LOVE YOU MUMMI! It have been 15 years that you are not with me.

2010-10-24T00:16:00.003+08:00

I AM CRAZY NOW!!!! WATER PLS!
CRAZY CRAZY CRAZY CRAZY CRAZY CRAZY CRAZY CRAZY CRAZY CRAZY CRAZY CRAZY!
I CAN'T TAKE IT ANYMORE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
UUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU

GOGOGOGOGOGOGOGOGO

DIEDIEDIEDIEDIEDIED

NOWNOWNOWNOWNOW

!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2010-10-24T00:02:00.003+08:00

Everything back to normal again.....

why i can't just accept you are a guy with many girl friends around you? PLS TELL ME WHY!!!!!

Tell me why u want made me suffer for you!!! WHY!!!!!!!! OMG

I AM CRAZY AGAIN!!!! How i wish i can scold vulgar now!!! dumb!!! I really hate myself why i don't a smart brain! OMG! HATE IT TO THE CORE!!!!!!!! Tell me WHY!!!!!!

FORGET IT I GOING TO BE A BOOKWORM FROM TODAY ONWARDS. I AM GOING TO STUDY UNTIL I GONE CRAZY!

2010-10-23T12:44:00.004+08:00

Don't give up now because you had go through hard work. You give up now, you are wasting your time and effort u had put through! JIA YOU if you are taking exams. AIM HIGH ALWAYS! Believe in yourself that u can acheive high score and even full marks. Aim high and your scold will be high too.

If you love someone,
u understand their heart and mind
u feel sadness in them when looking in their eyes
u dare to apologize for your love and mistake you made
u are strong enough to face the devil
u wish your love to have their true love even if that person is not you
u feel happy when your love is happy
u feel sad when your love is sad
u will think of them even if you going to die
u will never let your love to suffer because of you
u will follow what your love wants
u will do stupid action for your love
u will always forgive your love
u will smile when your love is far away
u feel happy when your love is far away
u will keep looking at your love far away
no matter near or far u will love your love
no matter how poor, ill or bad your love is but u still love your love
when the world dying you still want to see, feel and hold your love.
u never give up your love
u cheer for your love
u always be there for your love
u leave because you want your love to find true love
u cry because you think of the memories with your love
u will scold your love but we will regret and hurt after scolding
u will feel angry with your love but forgive in the end
u will protect your love
u will always wait for your love
u will feel the hope and energy that your love gave you
I LOVE YOU honey. Bee love you
If u love someone,

u will have the confidence in them

u believe in them

u willing to exchange your life just for your love

u willing to die for your love

u will die because of your love

u will be happy the little action your love made

u will be happy if there are any news about your love

u will love your love more than yourself

u will always think about your love

u will always put your love as the first priority

u will not miss your love because u know your love will always in your heart

u will never let her feel down

u will never dare to hurt your love

u willing to lie to your love for not letting your love to get hurt

u care for your love as much as yourself

u will say i love you to your love when your love feeling sad

u will dare to say i love you to your love.

I LOVE YOU honey. Bee love you

2010-10-22T15:07:00.002+08:00

If you love someone,

u dare not let her know how much you love your love because u are scare that they reject you but in the end u say out.

I leave because you made me sad and lost the love in you, but

NO matter how hard i try to forget you but i can't. I studied i worked but you still appear in my mind everytime, every second of my life. But never mind i will try again to forget you

2010-10-22T14:31:00.007+08:00

If you love someone,
u understand their hearrt and mind
u feel sadness in them when looking in their eyes
u dare to apologize for your love and mistake you made
u are strong enough to face the devil
u wish your love to have their true love even if that person is not you
u feel be happy when your love is happy
u feel sad when your love is sad
u will think of them even if you going to die
u will never let your love to suffer with you
u will follow what your love wants
u will do stupid action for your love
u will always forgive your love
u will smile when your love is far away
u feel happy when your love is far away
u will keep looking at your love far away
no matter near or far u will love your love
no matter how poor, ill or bad your love is but u still love your love
when the world is deing you still want to see, feel and hold your love.
u never give up your love
u cheer for your love
u always be there for your love
u leave because you want your love to find true love
u cry because you think of the memories with your love
u will scold your love but we will reget and hurt after scolding
u will feel angry with your love but forgive in the end
u will protect your love
u wil always wait for your love
u will feel the hope and energy that your love gave you
I LOVE YOU honey. I LOVE YOU bee.

2010-10-22T14:16:00.001+08:00