I am wondering if I should cotinue to hold on my love for you? I really can make up my mind. You told me to leave but I feel that it is not your wish. There gaps between you and me. The standard of education. IQ and EQ. You are far far ahead for me. I will keep on chasing but i don't know if is will be worht for you to chase you. I have no ideal what are you thinking but there a strong feeling at my bottom of my heart telling that you still somehow loves me. Hahaha.... I don't like to wish you happy birthday cos that means our gap is getting bigger and bigger. Which i have to try my best to narrow it. You did not state your stand. If the answer is yes then it will be the oposite. Your reasons did not match with the actions you had made. I really hope someday I can hear your true feeling.=DDD I LOVE YOU.